Will I....?

Something is pressing in my heart this few days. My coach said that our team will have all the J2s plus one J1 confirm in the team le. That makes it 2 places for 4 J1s, me included. I dunno why, I am starting to feel worried. Everything I think of is volleyball. Even in my dreams!!

I am starting to think, what for I train so much when I might not get into the team? I have always been the main six player. Now, I might not get into the team. That is really depressing. Then, I realised something, other pple are also training as hard as me. Reality is, not all pple can be appeased. So, I think I have to leave it to my one and only sovereign God.

Will I...?

JC Life ; Looking Forward To It

Just had my orientation. It was well, ok. Didn't have much fun because I was sick and couldn't play a lot of things. But, I enjoyed the times I spent with my CT group, that is my class. We have a bunch of fun loving fun people.

We ate together, crap together. We just got bonded together very fast. All I know is that I love my class and that I hope I can stay in it, by God's Will.