Friday, August 27, 2004

DON'T EXPECT MUCH

Prelims are coming and so is o levels. Can't afford to spent my time too meaninglessly now. So, I won't blogging much now. So, wait till exams ended then come and drop by! :)

Anyway, I got this freaky horoscope from my friend and it is frigthening true. Have a read at this. I quite agree with the lazy part as that is what I am doing now, after a long tiring day training and don't do anything else. The rest, I choose not to comment lah. You all know me better. :) See ya all soon!! God bless you! +


LIBRA MAN
A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool , calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time.
To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too.
When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.
Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night.
Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.
A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.
He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever.
He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his match is suitable and compatible with him.
Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for this.
A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet.
He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

An Interesting Day

Wah! Today is one of the most climatic days of the 16 years of my life. Firstly, I was late in the morning.

I left home at 6.55 am. I arrived at the car park and started looking for my dad's car. I couldn't find it at the second floor, then I went to the 3rd and then the 4th. The amazing thing was that my dad followed me and that he didn't realised that too. In the end, he couldn't find his car and even forgot where he parked it! Then we went back to the 2nd floor and we found it there, parked just right beside us when we entered the carpark... Maybe my dad is old liao or maybe he is too stressed at work. Hai...

Because of that, I left home at 7am. Supposedly later than normal but still can make it in time. So I just sat back and relaxed the ride. Until I reached Dunearn Road. I was horrified to see the jam and I knew I was going to be late. In my whole oo my life in Chinese High, I have never been late, save the day on racial hoarmony day when an accident cause a jam. I panicked like I was in living hell. I prayed to God that a miracle would happend, even though I knew that the likelihood of me singing National Athem alone at the terraces is 99.9%. When I reached school, it was 7.40am. Doom day. I walked up the slope slowly, expecting to be caught by the NCCs. No one came. Wanting to play safe, I walked up the bridge linking swimming pool and classrooms. It was more discreet there. Sec 4 what, know the way around the school very well. But then, Mr Terng shouted, " All latecomers come over here." I was just in his view and he knows me very well. If he sees me, he would know that I am late. But miraculously, he didn't look over to my side. Second obstacle cleared. I then walked to the classroom, "camouflaging" myself among the sec 1s, though I seemed a little tall. Then no one saw me coming late. I then entered the classroom and my form teacher was not there yet. So she didn't know I was late cause my kind monitor, "KIND SOH" didn't tell her. Looks like I tarnished my nick as "integrity". Hmm... But never mind lah, I won't be that honest till I go into Jeffery Lim's cubicle and tell him I am late. Only an idiot would do that! I then realised why no one caught me, cause today is sec 2s camp. No one was on duty! God really helped me! He worked out the 0.01% out on me! Thank God man! It was like a miracle!

Sorry for blogging so long. Too exciting to be missed! The next thing was my Geography common test. I didn't prepare much and yet, I got the highest! Ah..!!! I am not boasting or what but I certainly don't deserve it. But I prayed, and it worked! Well, He works it out in His ways. Hehe... But don't kill me or do some "bonding activities" with me. Cause other subjects I cannot compare with you all. SSH was the only subject I studied and yet, I flunked like hell. Some people got 35 ah... So, it really equals out after all! :) Then come my English. Mdm Loke niao me until like that, and to think that I could depend on my descriptive writing to pull up my English, now all is lost. Hai... Go ITE liao lah!!( NOT DESPISING ITE HOR)

Well, it seems like today was a fun day. Watched Men's Volleyball Preliminaries today, damn sianz... Italy and Russia, like competing who make less mistake. They zham each other like nothing like that. Want to learn from them man! But in the first place, am I that tall? Hai... Hopeless, I think I am a lousy player. Play so long still stuck at that level. I go JC will become qiang zhe one. I MUST not put 9 yrs of training into nothingness! NO!!!!!! I aim to be star player in Hwa Chong man! YES! Wait, did I not say I will end up in ITE? :( Sob...

Anyway, so much for the crap, now that I blogged, Andy, are you happy?Juz joking lah. Thank God as always. Bless you all! :D

Monday, August 16, 2004

Pre-Oral Stress

Wah! Damn stressed now. O level english oral is tomorrow and I have done nothing to prepare for it! Scary isn't it.

Well, honestly, I am worried for my picture description. I always find it difficult to cope with the picture with coherence. That is my weakness. The others should be alright. But I am still nervous! Guess, I will have to depend on Him. Ronald Susilo depended on Him and he won. I believe He would have His way out for me... :)

Well, come to think of it, do I have the right to say that I am stressed? Children around the world are worrying for their lives. One moment they are worrying for their food and clean water supply, the next moment a bomb explodes and their legs are gone. What am I doing here? Blogging and acting stressed. Come to think of that, its a shame.

Really want to thank God for what He has given me. Ought to make better use of my time! Well, got to prepare for oral. Bless you all!

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Feeling Better

Ah... Feeling much better now after that horrible sickness. Still feeling a little tired though. And you know what, I have to abstain myself from my greatest addiction, sports! That's for the whole of this week. It's a real bad news to me as I planned to play volleyball with my teamates this Friday after common test. Sadly, I guess i won't be chilling out now on Friday. Grump.

Also, I learnt a bad news today. My chemistry lost to wang hao! Not that I despise him or what but he got an A2. That spells bad news for me as the highest grade I can now attain is an A2. That is a real blow to me and definitely, I am feeling lousy. I know many of you will say I lame, I despise or I KB, saying can pass good enough already, but honestly, do you all think I will be happy with this kind of grade?

I learnt a lesson though (I love learning lessons! :) ), once you are at the top doesn't mean you will always be at the top. Hardwork tells it all. No pain no gain. That's the truth. All assume that zhaowei, luxin, keeguan must always be the top but they seldom see the hardwork put behind the scene. Then, we all will groan and blame why we can never be like them. That's what really stopping us from improving. I believe wang hao put in his effort this time and he got his fair share of reap. I, on the other hand, didn't put in my effort. I decided not to study chemistry that day and chose to depend on luck. That's it.

To all thoese who love to self despise, cut the habit. Once the top never always the top. The same goes to thoese at the lower end. You reap what you sow, I learnt that very well this time. :) Got lots of catching up to do, got to go, bye!

+PRAISE OUR HEAVENLY LORD FATHER+

Monday, August 09, 2004

Saturday Night Fever

Arh...Damn tired now. You know why? Caused I experienced the Saturday Night Fever. Not the one you have in discos but more of the real fever, on a saturday night. Erps.. Cold.

Last night, before I slept, I had a temperature of 38.0 degrees. I took a panadol pill to relieve it, only to wake up in the middle of the night, measuring a temperature of 37.6 dgrees. Ok, not bad it is declining. However, I woke up again in the middle of the night, around 3am, then, I measured a temperature of 38.0. It was like a fire was burning within, very unbearable. I ignored it, thinking it would drop. I was wrong, it went on to become 38.6. I took another panadol at 6.15 am and went back to sleep.

In the morning, I woke up again, only to find my temperature fluctuating around 37.5. It then started to climb again at around 11am. By then, the effect of the panadol have worn off. I then realized that this is no normal fever. I then went to the doctor.

At the clinic, I waited for almost an hour and 30 minutes when in between me was only 6 patients. Not sure whether you count that as long cause I seldom go to the doctor. All I know is that it was very very unbearable. It felt like I was going to faint. When it was my turn, I could hardly talk. Got a sore throat too. The doctor measured a temperature of 38.7 degrees, the highest I ever experienced. He then said that it was no normal flu or cold. It is the flu influenza and is very serious. Bad bad day man! I am really really tired. :(

This taught me a very good lesson though. Life is really so fragile. Just last night, I planned to go to church the next day, after not going for a few weeks. Then, I came down with this illness. Really, we can;t depend on ourselves. We are weak. Hai... May things go by God's will.

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Topic: Studying, life process?

At this period of time, I believe that many of you would be busy mugging for your exams right? If not, got to get started!

However important it maybe, I feel at times that studying is not the main dish of my life. There is still a whole lot of things out there for me to achieve, my dreams, ambitions. Life too has many things to look out for. I feel that many of us are putting in too much of out time in studying, really, that we missed out what is the most important in life.

So, what's your view?

Do comment! Thanks!

Friday, August 06, 2004

Blog

Hello guys. This is just an entry to remind all of you that from now onwards, I feel that I will be starting to change my blog a little. I want to make it more useful, something worth looking at.

Many a times, I look at my blog, I feel it is lame and a waste of time. Everyday is this and that, then sob sob here, sob sob there. You kind of feel that it is not intellectual and it is an insult to all my readers intelligience.

Therefore, I decided that now and then, I will post a few topics together with my opinions. They can be of any genre and I open it to constructive disscussion. Of course, I would still be entering some of my personal accounts. It's just that I hope my blog will be of better use. Hope you all would agree with me too? :)

Well, do keep a lookout, bombard it with comments too and I hope you all will enjoy reading and discussing the topics. Have fun!

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Changed Template

Hey guys, how do you like my new template? Well, personally, I like it very much. Hope you feel the same!

Anyway, who knows how to use the JavaScript to put on picture animations ah? One to learn from you one day. I know Kee Guan knows but I will just have to wait. Grump...

By the way, thank God for this again. I won't be suprised if I grow up to be in a Christian radical group if I go on like this. But I hope I won't. Erps... Cold.

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Common Test Rocks

Just finished my chem and history paper today. One of the few toughest subjects are now over..., for the time being.

Actually, not that I am sadistic but I quite like common test. It actually gives me the time to revise on what I know and identify what I don't know. Honestly, I really want to thank God for this common test. I didn't study anything for this common test and miraculously, I managed to do all the questions that I spotted. Combined Humanities I spotted both SBQ. Then geography I banked my luck on plate tectonics and I was in luck!

This common test really thought me a lesson. I learnt that I can't really depend on myself. Sometimes, God is our only way out and he has his own ways and I really want to thank Him.

If you find me too religious, just ignore me cause I love to do this. Read the parts that interest you then! :) Good Luck!



Sunday, August 01, 2004

What Else In Life?

Long time since i last blogged. Yes, chunli reminded me that my blog is like collecting dust already. Must not waste internet resources, so i am here to start blogging.

Do i sound like i am blogging for the sake of blogging? Not really. Actually, life nowadays are just mugging and mugging. There isn't really much i can blog to make it real interesting. But come to think of it, there are many little things in life that you can really look forwaed to.

One of them would be my exercise regime. I have been doing situps and push ups everyday, religiously. It is really tiring. Sometimes, i really feel like giving up. But when i imagine the kind of body i did have, i would continue. Also, starting exercising at young would really carry you on in life. I don't want to land into hospital when i am 40 because of stroke or being diabetic. I really want to thank God for giving me the perseverance.

I really want to thank God. He had given so much hope in my life. Without him, i am like nothing. He gave me strength. I really love Him. Hope all of you will invite Him into your life. :)
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